Anxiously waiting to receive a very important e-mail that will determine what I do in 2013….
The suspense is making me loopy, lol. I JUST WANNA KNOW ALREADY!! afwp9f23pfy2380e-12uwpsdhveuwh83!!!!
I’m not even gonna lie..
A big part of me wanting to lose weight (apart from becoming healthier & feeling good) is me just wanting to wear cool clothes, lol. Might be shallow but AH DON’T CURR! haha.
- Cora: Did you see that?! He just cut me off!!
- Madea: Yeah I saw it and what you gone' do?!
- Cora: Well imma WWJD!!
- Madea: Cora! Jesus did not HAVE no car! I didn't raise no punk you better go after that fool!
My boyfriend told me to stop caring about Kurt Hummel..
I WILL NEVER STOP CARING ABOUT KURT HUMMEL.
An only child who wishes Kurt was her brother, lol. x
So for once in my life I can’t wait for Monday to come, LOL.
The reason why is because on Monday (or maybe Tuesday??) I find out whether or not my boyfriend & I got accepted into this work program in America.
I just want to know already!
If we get in, great! We can start planning booking flights, accommodation etc.
If we don’t, it’s still good! lol coz we’ll still have money to spend so we’ve decided if we don’t get accepted we’ll travel America & Europe for 6 months starting in January.
But to be honest, I REALLY want to be accepted into this program.. The wait is killing me! lol. Half of me is saying.. you’ll be fine, don’t worry! you’ll both get accepted!.. Then the other half is saying.. HAHAHAHA yeah right when in your life have things ever gone your way?! or if they did eventually go your way, it’d be through the hardest path EVER! So how is this any different?!
I know in life, things hardly ever go the way people planned them to. But just this ONE time I wish it could just go my way, no question, no hassle, no fight or anything! The past 9 or so years of my life I feel like there has always been SOMETHING that stops me from getting there or if I do get there in the end, the road to it is such a bitch! lol. Even with every little achievement or success, there’s something bad to balance it out again.. This time I don’t want that! I know that if I don’t get in, it just means there’s another path that was meant for me that wasn’t apart of getting into this program, eventually I can accept that & I’ll move on from that & carry on down that path.. But for now, in my heart, I REALLY want this!